fufe

I looked from behind and fufe became fubu! Zubi dubi .... LOL!

The first true test of the choices I made

Early this week saw the first true test of the choice I have made so far. Of what I left to look forward to a better world, defined by what it is that I want. I made this choice 2 years ago, the first acid test has really come only now.

It is promotion time in office. And I am not being given one. All is well on the work front. But they see me as being negative. May be I am just saying the truth. But they cannot take it, so they find me as negative.

But that is besides the point. The point is that somewhere I still care, and I want my efforts to be recognized. But the whole basis of shifting here and doing what I wanted to do was that I do not care how this goes. It is interesting that there is a part of me that still cares. May that is what is slowing things down for me. I think I should stop caring completely :)

Times they are a interesting

It is a interesting time in office. Everybody is doing what they are supposed to be doing this time of the year - pataofying their bosses. And it is very interesting to what extent people are willing to go to please their bosses :) I am not tempted to do the same, but it is a little difficult to keep losing out in the race out. I am learning to. I want to write more but it is just not flowing!

It will take everything

The strain is beginning to be felt already. It is going to take everything that I have to keep this going. But I will give it what it takes!