Tuesday, 28 July 2009

F the world

F*** the damn world! F*** them all! I don't want to stop what I want to do because some good for nothing idiot lazy ass idiot does not do this job well! Or that babus are trying to keep blaming our own self for laziness. I am going to do what needs to be done and that I will do! Even if it means screaming at people, not sleeping enough, getting fatter or whatever else. It is not possible that what I want to do can be dependent on someone else making a phone call! F*** them all! Thanks M for that lovely lovely line.

P.S. You can see I am pissed!

Friday, 24 July 2009

Dont I love my friends :D

tea: ley

4:50pm coffee: tells

4:50pm tea: y lost ur mind?

4:51pm coffee: yeah i did! long ago. did you not know :P:P

4:51pm tea: oh stale news then :P:P i thot nenne monne kalkondyeno antha :P:P :P:P

4:52pm coffee: :P:P how can u lose it twice? it is like virginity.... goes only once ;);)

4:53pm tea: ROTFL u jus equated ur mind to virginity?!?! how base :P:P u hd lost it long ago indeed :D:D

Wednesday, 22 July 2009

they always tell you

Rohit knew the signs when he saw them. He could see them ever so often. They stared at him everywhere. And some of the signs were dangerous. But somehow he just went on and on, along the dicey path he had chosen. He kept to it, and it was becoming clearer that he could not ignore the signs any longer!

unstable

The last few weeks have been tiring. And I am not able to keep my mind at anything. There is work piling up everywhere and it is annoying me. But I cannot seem to be able to get all of it done. Which is not a good sign!

Gee, I wonder why ;)

Monday, 20 July 2009

listen

when the whole world tell you something, it is probably true :)

Friday, 17 July 2009

long lost

2 of my closest friends from school refuse absolutely refuse to pick the phone!

Friday, 10 July 2009

whatay life!

I am not kidding. I got home at 5:50 pm yesterday and that was because the routing guy in office goofed up. I should have been home 5:35pm! But I guess you cannot get everything. But that is not the point of this post. All the above was for people to feel jealous of me. Muhahahahaha!

But this is the whatay life part. I had not run in the morning. So I decided to go running. And it was rainy. So I wore my biker's jacket (sad that I do not have a bike) and went off. My colleagues at office shared some awesome English music with me and I decided to put it on my I-pod and started running. And some point during the return run, over a flat part of land it started drizzling and began to get very windy; cold windy.

And as my sweat pores worked hard to get out all the heat from my body, there was this amazing feeling as the wind blew over and played its games with me. And I thought, what a life!

I will kill, maim and murder to be able to run down a windy wet road at 6pm everyday! Whatay life!

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

4th step

My baby is getting faster :)

Nice day

Today so far has been a nice day. And a little crazy as well.
1. I ran off in the morning so that I dont have to miss my run because I am meeting MT in the evening
2. Bomande called me and asked me about tax issues when I was half asleep. I answered; damn it! I should be a tax consultant :p
3. I spoke to SRK and as usual it was nice
4. I threatened A to call me enough
5. The weather is awesome and I am drinking nice coffee as I type this
6. But what does take the cake is I insulted PJ by telling him he is beginning to sound like me (and I dont believe that he told me I dont call enough!) :D

Monday, 6 July 2009

no conditions

Gaurav had been in this relationship for 5 years now. He was this sort of person who had lot of people in his life, he loved them very dearly. Friends, family and finally but most importantly his significant other with whom he shared a steady relationship for the past 5 years. Gaurav is the sort who loved very strongly, each relationship was very special to him; it took a lot from him, he invested a lot in each of them. And they were very important to him.

But with the one that mattered the most, he was very different. He never saw an up or down. It was intense, but a sustained intensity that seemed to last for long time and something he felt would never never go down. And as she said, he expected very little which while was awesome in many many ways, was not so great in some. But she did not complain.

And sometimes he wondered about this. She was so much a part of his life that he just accepted, even when things changed. He waited patiently when she was cranky, she went off into her own world and when they felt like strangers to each other. But somehow, this love was so strong, so secure and stable that it never shook, may be just a little. It did not have the crazy high of a drug, but brought the security that only home brings and for this they loved each other very very very deeply. Thank god they thought many times, we're glad it worked out the way it did!

Trip

I am back from the annual Skal gang trip to chickmagalur. I am happy about it because I got to speak to the guys and the usual good times was there. I wish NAK and PJ were there. From next year onwards the most important person of my life will also be there :) and that feels nice. And I hope A and A will also be married by then so that P and I will not be the only married couple around. C'magalur is an awesome place in the rains. I do wish though that Bomande and V were not so serious when we could have had so much fun while we could have made such fools of ourselves :)

But the best thing is that I spoke to V like I never have in my life before and it feels nice to know someone more than you ever did before. A good trip, and I hope we can keep the once a year thing. Aint I glad my friends are there! And A should call me more, he simply should!

P.S. I hope we all get our bonuses this year :D

Thursday, 2 July 2009

sec 377

I came home today and amma announced that Sec 377 was toned down. I am very happy, this was long due and I do hope apart from decriminalization, which is like the worst thing to do, our society can respect and integrate the sexual minorities.

But the best part was I sat down with appa and amma and discussed this issue. They took it very naturally and though in slight discomfort, they too seemed to welcome the decision. Boy! They are broad-minded for their age!