P.S. I love you

MONKEY: its monday and u are at office
:P

MONKEY: A nice run after a long time ..... Feels goooood!!!
Another monkey: i am still not in office :P

MONKEY: in due time
Another monkey: :P

MONKEY: P.S. I love you
MONKEY: P.S. I love you ... the movie :-P
MONKEY: thanx da

Another monkey: :P
MONKEY: i aint so hopless anymore eh?
:P

Another monkey: i always loved you, you never got it :P
MONKEY: i think i did
but then
:P

Another monkey: :P
:P
MONKEY: hehe :)

Passion

There must be something, something that I badly want to do! Where the hell has it gone? Where where where! What happened to all that ambition, passion, everything else? Is this what an engineering and MBA course has done to me?

There must be something! I have to have to find it :|

Fee'long'ing

We stretched and the muscles ached. They cringed for being together and normal and sensible again. But the pain is sweet, it makes being together so much better and if we did not strectch we would have never realized the sweetness of longing. For there is a sweet so sweet, it makes longing worth it.

And I am glad, we both like longing, so much!

I just hope what we long for is worth it :)

Amen!

Friends, fun and frolic

It is so much fun when bitchy baby and unkills and I get together. The mood is light, the talk is fun and baby always comes up with something poly. Ha ha. It is so much fun that it takes everything else off your mind. I guess that is what friends are for! No wonder I love them so much and want to meet them so much! Love you guys!

Washing away

As the cyclones swept through his life, he kept wondering what will remain and finally he figured that amongst all that he had, only 2 remained, and remained forever.


He hopes that the 2 will never, never change for he loves them too much.

Selling Out

I keep saying people sold out for money, careers and all that.


Sometimes I wonder if I sold out for happiness and peace :)

They just dont heal

Someone called today. This someone had once inspired a post by me earlier in this blog.

I thought I had gotten over it, that I had pushed the pain away, and cleansed my soul of the hurt to be a free-er individual. I dread the further encounters. One part of me says I am so glad it is still important and that the relationship matters and that the old ties are renewed. But I know that the niceties and fun and laughter is not permanent, it will disappear as though it never was. And it leaves me hurting, fuming, broken (well may be not, broken is a strong word) and sore all over again and just when I am about to heal, the call and the meeting happens again.

I know I should expect less, but that does not happen. Some things are just fixed, they really can’t be changed. It just won’t be the same if you change what the person is to you. It is different, to put the person in a new role in your life, even if you know that the current role was not meant to be. It is not a position or a responsibility in a company right, it is about emotion, about people and the way you feel for them.

I have tried and God knows I have tried to heal, but no avail. The hurt just does not go. I guess they sometimes just don’t heal :(