Losing your way around

You see, running your own firm comes with it's sets of own problems. And not all of it merely operational. Many of these problems or issues are philosophical. Babu and I were speaking today about art and why such uncreative things survive. And how Shahrukh Khan is a terrible actor but a terrific salesman. Well the point why I blogged is, survival and what is great need not be the same. It might just be possible that SRK started with a very noble aim of doing great stuff but may be lost his way in his fight to survive. It is not an easy choice.

to feel free

That is the best feeling in the world :)

run baby run

I am itching to run away, to run with single minded devotion to do what I need to get done to be free, to be independent and live the way I want to.

The wait is almost over, I can see the end - Yippie - I want to run away from the madness that my life has been for the last three years and a half now :)

In a distant land

I sit in a distant land...
With no one close in sight...
And I think what is life without the people who love... even if it is heaven!
I'd rather be in hell with people I love than in heaven alone.

a new to do list

I made a new to do list today - a list of things that will get in the way of me doing the things I want to do. I am going to get rid of them, and I will tick it off my list.

Also, I have decided to not talk to people about what I want to do anymore. I will just do what I need to do. And all those guys who keep telling me what to do can goto bloody f*****g hell! I guess it is upto me to do what I should.

A big BAH to all you bums who get in the way!

somethings do not change

I have been shopping and I have realized that what I decided 2.5 years ago was correct. I am made for certain things. I should shut my trap and do what I have decided I should do. Just keeps getting complicated.

intense boredom

I am bored. In a basic, fundamental way. I don't know where I caught it or even when, but I am bored like never before. It is an intense boredom. I find myself incapable of doing anything remotely useful. I am frustrated in a way that nothing - nothing that I had planned is falling into place. I am not used to such events - I am more used to having things my way. And this has somehow resulted in boredom. Which is not at all a good sign! Move it - come on; get something going!