Carnatic

Thanks to the free bandwidth that I have, I have now more classical recording s of TNK than I ever did before and it is only improving the state of mind that I am in, the more I listen to it :), especially since the cow and shorty have decided to make my life complicated :)

Am so glad that the forefathers invented music. I think it is time I learnt it too.

And yes, HBD Mobile P :P

Of how I would have lived it if I was not all that I don’t want to be

This is the theme I think that will make me famous :)

What an idea sirjee!

P.S. Since the pic desire is gone, so is the mandatory pic per post rule :)

Warm Fuzzy feeling

Being with someone you love, laughing without a care in the world, feeling the warm wind in the your face when you walk along the sea, someone hugging you when you have a bad day and really need a tight hug at the end of it, all produce the feeling best described when you eat this :)

Source: http://www.bennisonscakes.com/images/tortes/chocmousse.jpg

I call it the "warm fuzzy feeling" :)

Kick

Paisa and aazadi, to be able to do what you want to do is the most important thing in life! Ultimately, it is only this and nothing else that will let you be happy, for happiness is simply doing what you want to do when you want to do it and this is my only motivation in life :)

I think I am getting there, a few years and I will I guess be "happy" and this feeling is a kick, a major kick!

Amen!

Picture courtesy: http://gurugilbert.com/wp-content/happiness.jpg

Pomish

I made a pomish and I intend to keep it :)

How to live life

Well I am back :)

And it seems like I want to be chatty again and continue the randomness that I so prone to.

And suddenly now I want to use a lot of images.

At this moment this is how I feel, Like the damn bird in the freaking photo next to this line.

I am flying, sometimes high, sometimes low, but largely I am in my own space. There is little that seems to be coming in the horizon, I have my interactions with others, people I love, people I hate, people I have to talk with to earn my bread, but I am a little in my own freaking world; no connections only. It is like something went dormant, I don't seem to care or worry about anything too much these days. Nothing matters too much and I know that whatever are the problems that may come across me, I know that given enough time and effort and more importantly guts and character, things will be at least OK.

But the file has given me freedom! A sense of not being attached to so many things that I used to be normally attached to. It is not like I am not attached, but somehow it is a different kind of attachment where the only reason for being attached is to have a good time in life. The feeling started a while ago but has steadily grown stronger. The underlying logic is that at every stage, every moment the only thing I want to do is be happy; Not much I must say.

I know the above post is not very coherent, that is because the thoughts are as muddled in my head. I don't know if what I am doing is right, but from now on, the way I am going to behave is going to be based on only one principle:

"There are certain things that you have to do; there is not much choice after that. Beyond that, the only way you can have a life is to do what you want to do at every point in time! The difference in how much of your life you live is simply a direct negative function of the number of things that you have to do, due to the choices that you make in life."

that long silence

Sometimes there is a peace and tranquility in your life that you don't want to disturb it by even talking. As I settle into a nice routine of work, weight loss and spending time with people I love, there is this tranquility and I don't want to say anything for a while more :)